19 months out....

It's with a heavy heart that I must say that I am not doing well from a weight loss perspective....well, I say not well because I'm at a stand still. My weight fluctuates between 153 and 156. I'm so bummed by that.

Now let me say, I am not doing all that I can do and that's why I am writing today. I also want to attend group meeting tomorrow. I am trying to get back on track. I am still a size 8 and medium, but I feel I could reach my goal weight if I tried harder. I've met Dr. Smith's goal for me but I want more. I ask myself, "am I being greedy"? I may be but I want to go as low and I can so if I gain 5-10 percent back, I will end up where I am today.

Don't get me wrong, I get many compliments and I know I've come a long way but I want more.

I completed Pink Ribbon 8k on Saturday at Stone Mountain Park; it was great. I need more races. I found a new water aerobics class that I can pay as I go and I'm excited about that as well.

Hair issues are improving and I'm happy about that too. There's so much going on right now.

The last time I had my labs done, they were not complete. I need to have the re-done so Dr Smith will know if I have any deficiencies that need to be addressed.